It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight
My muscles feel like a malee
My body's curled in a u shape
I put on my best but I'm still afraid
Propered up by lies with promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe its time I saw the world
I'm only here for a while
But patience is not my style
And im so tired that I gotta go
What am I supposed to want now
What am I supposed to do
Did you really think i wouldnt see this through
Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I could have it all
I'm still to tired to care and I gotta go
I get to go home in one week
But I'm leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
I'm following suit and directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I dont know why
I'm over existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I dont really mind if I just fade away
I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
Cause I'm so tired that I gotta go
What am I supposed to want now
What am I supposed to do
You still dont think I'm going see this through
Tell me I'm a part of history
Tell me I can have it all
I'm still to tired to care and I gotta go
Oh yeah
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah.
I'm still to tired to care and I gotta go
I'm still to tired to care and I gotta go
I'm still to tired to care and I gotta go
Yeah yeah
I'm still to tired to care and I gotta go
Go home
Still to tired to care and I gotta go
Yeah yeah
still to tired to care and I gotta go


